about me

im a girl that born on 9th october.
im quite friendly
i love tattoos but have none
im smoker
i drink when i want to
i just like the usual girl from the outside,
but when u come inside u can see that i have very complicated mind.


when i was 3, i realize that im not the normal kid,
i think more than the kids in my age do.
when i was 4, i usually talk with my dolls,
for me they are live.
and in that ages i can see future very clear until my mom oftenly ask me what's gonna happen.
until i was 5 years old, im cried because i see 2 ghost walk in front of me,
then my mom realized that im that special one.
she took me to the chinnese guru then block all my abilities.
after the guru block my abilities i need about 1 years to gain my abilities back,
without i tried to get that abilities back, it will back by its self.
everytime when i told my mom about nonsense things, she re-doing my blocking again.
until i was at second year in my junior high school, my mom just done blocking my abilities
then at the night i pray to my God,
i said that :"Jesus, if my abilities was useful in my life for helping others, and not only for makes me scared im ready for it. its okay if i can see a ghost or whatever." and in that second i got all my abilities back.
and when i realize about my sixthsense and nonsense things, i never told my mom again, because i dont want be block again.
until now, 19y.o i got very randomly abilities like reading character, reading mind, reading tarot, a lil bit palmistry, seeing aura, controlling weather, seeing ghost and talk with them, mind controller and a lil bit future, healing, klervoyans and a lil bit telekinesis.
im not really pro at all it, but i can handle them all.